I used to laugh it all. I used to look the other way.
I  used to save them troubles for another day.
I kept my fingers crossed. I used to never take the blame.
I pulled a sunshine story in he pouring rain.
The more I hade to change I stayed the same.
You don't know what you got til' you missing it a lot. I had to go, going away....

What I'm going through is hurtful.
 
I've suddenly stoped laughing. It's not me, this person who's inside right know.

I miss ME.

Give me the break I need.